Thursday, September 23, 2010

Love will lead the way.

Yeshua is love in its fullness. How can we ever really love until we surrender all of ourselves to Him.

"The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit." John 3:8

The Holy Spirit is our teacher, our teacher to show us how to love and be. 

I reckon it is hard for our natural and carnal minds to know and express love. That is why we have to be led by the Spirit.

The Holy Spirit transforms us into heavenly beings full of Yeshua's love. God, He is ready and willing to produce in us the gifts and fruits of His Spirit.

KJV 1 Corinthians 13:1 Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.
2 And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing.
3 And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing.
4 Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up,
5 Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil;
6 Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth;
7 Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things.
8 Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whether there be tongues, they shall cease; whether there be knowledge, it shall vanish away.
9 For we know in part, and we prophesy in part.
10 But when that which is perfect is come, then that which is in part shall be done away.
11 When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.
12 For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.
13 And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity.

Love will lead the way. Do not worry about today, do not worry about tommarrow because love will lead the way. And when you find yourself stuck in the face of pain just let yourself cry to your Father. And when you find that you don't know how to love just ask your Father...He is so willing to teach you how.

For it is better to give than to recieve.

Remember to smile and be thankful.

And when God reaveals His love to you just recieve it like a little child. 

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Sometimes all i can do is cry.

Vessels of pain and hurt masked by hatred and shallowness. The only thing that will heal you is the love of God.

I know my own production of love always falls short of the real thing, so that is why i cast all my care upon Him.

Offer your self up as a holy sacrifice, he will never let you fall.

Shine His light in darkness....yeeearrrrr.

Trust that He is always with you and always will be.

Make yourself ready for His return.

Set your mind on things above.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

A little leaven

I am trusting that God will finish a good and perfect work in me destroying all weird looking creatures that be in the way...yay!

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Belive in Jesus!

Before I die please :)

Are you confused to know that was once a wilderness is now a fruitful field?

To see that fearful creature now full of the Holy Ones glory?

To see that angry woman now full of praise?

To see the tormented now full of peace?

To feel the jelouse heart now full of radiant love?

To see the old man dance for joy?

If I could bring you the salvation of God to you i would...but i can't. I can only pray for you...and be an oracle of God.

To let you know that it is a gift, something that you don't have to earn or buy...something that can only be recieved to those who have humbled themselves as little children. Like recieving a gift from a father.

The man Yeshua bore your iniquities in His body.

Will you except His gift for you?

What must i do to be free?!

I don't want to be the holding back when that happens it means its time to fight. Nothing is ever established until you give power to it.

Each moment is like a precious piece of glass. How much of Gods moments are spent in gratitude and victory and peace?

God! What must i do? please tell me please. I have given my life to you and i stand at your alter waiting for  you to give me the move in your bring thy kingdom to this evil world.

My Lord what must i do? must i humble myself? I look to your Word for light, for the heavens and the earth will fade away, but your stands forever.

And though i am not sure about myself sometimes...i look to you to know who i am...and i look to you for strength.

What strongholdmust i pull down?! root out! tear down! what must i destroy? what must i build and plant?

Just tell me please?

I dont care for this world anymore Father...I just want to be free and for them to be free...just show me how!

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Everything is going to be alright

It seemed like it was light, but it really wasn't.

You'll come out of the darkness soon enough my dearest friend.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

ahh! the music! the music and the Spirit!

oh...i can feel it. sometimes... and its like hope for a very angry person. and purity for the most heinous of murderers. The blood cleanses the guilt off of you. No more blaming people...just assurance of the blessed saviour. The blood takes you places...high places off holiness where only the meek of the earth shall enter Who is meek? the children of God are.

excuse me sir? God just wanted me to tell you to be of good courage because the covenant you made with death and hell are no longer necessary, just trust in Him and He will take care of the rest.

no more "you need to be like THIS!" because there is forgivness and grace just where you are.

ah! my soul! my soul longs for your mercy!

Holy One of Israel!

Your blood breaks the lies..all those horrible lies. Your Word pierces the soul.

Your arm fights for the ones you love like a mighty man of valour...fighting for their happiness, for their joy, for their peace, for their love.

And you sit up in your throne and you cry for their salvation...for the whole worlds salvation, and your tears run down and make a mighty rushing river.

I want to bathe in your tears and i want to know what it feels like to have the joy of the lord.

I have come to give you life, and life more abundantly.

Being taught how to live by God is truley amazing. I have to say apart from Him, i can do nothing. But please don't judge me or think that i am weak. I know you think that life is meant to be free and lived to the utmost without worries or fears...are you really free though? Do you know what it is like to be really free?
I thought i did, but then i realized I didn't know anything about God or myself or how to be a loving person.
All my feats of enlightenment turned into catastrophes, and i thank God that they did because some people are decieved into beliving they know all the answers to life, when all they really know is fragments and pieces of self and leftover knowledge of passed on philosophers. Okay thats a little harsh...but thats all i knew.

"But the wisdom that from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be entreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy."James 3:17

God, yeah he's wonderful. i dont't want to keep anything of my old self. i don't want to mold myself with experinces or worldly knowledge or euphoric experiences. I just want to be a new creation and take on the attributes of Yeshua...the Christ...Jesus.

And all who come to Him...SHALL NOT be ashamed or confounded.

"The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom, and knowledge of the Holy One is understanding." Proverbs 9:10.

God can give you what you really need, and he will give you far more than what you expect thats for sure.

He is perfect and He will make you into a perfect creation fullof life :)

I am sorry...will you please forgive me?

I am sorry if my words were inconsiderate of your feelings, or if they come of careless. If I am ever wrong I just want you to know that i do want to change...i always want to change.

Monday, September 6, 2010

Keep moving forward.

I am safe in His tower away from all of the lies, i am safe where the truth comforts me like a soft blanket. I am safe.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

On the high places of the earth.

The more i love you and the more i know you God, the less i care about the matters of this world becasue i know your all about joy and loving eachother. If only they knew that loving you is the way to true happiness. God's love for you is perfect and undefiled, he created you just perfect and unique, he created you to go on a journey with Him of transformation...he loves you just the way you are, he doesn't judge you and he wants you to love yourself.

Friday, September 3, 2010

Broad is the way to destruction.

I imagined you cruising down an old country road in a mo-ped, enjoying the beauty of the rural european country side. Passing by old locals working in their vegtable gardens and beautiful young woman walking side by side in quaint counrty clothing, they started laughing to eachother when they saw you passed by.

"This is so nice and peaceful" you thought as the sun was setting and you looked to the hilled green pastures as the shepherd was hearding the sheep in to their gates.

You stopped by the side of the road and pulled out a soda from your bag to watch the sun go down.
Your mind started to think of poetry and the notion of God, and you thought of the progression of war and suffering.

You were so detached from the world and your mind was so lucid.

You felt you had reached the height of your youth and the peak of enlightenment, and felt it was now your time to help and enlighten others.

I wished that God would show you what was behind the evil of this world, i wished you would know that the Devil enjoys making people suffer, and he enjoys deceiving people with laughter and luxuries and beauty to make them ignorant that God sent His son to give true life and life eternal.

Your imagination has brought yoou to the most beautiful places and to where to most euphoric feelings.
But what about the times when they bring you to those fearful places, when you thought you could trust them they just led you into a place of fear and torment only for a little while and then set you back to lonliness.

I wished you would know that it doesn't have to be that way. That there is someone true who can comfort you and bring you into a peace that surpasses all understanding...where salvation meets you and true wisdom.

True light comforforts. Jesus is the true sheherd. follow Him.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

I just feel...

I just feel so blah, so formless.

I just need something to keep me going.

Sometimes i feel as though my work is just stubble and i have to jump through some sort of hoop to get jewls. Is that how God works?

I don't think so.

God is totally domestic.

He wants you too succeed believe it or not.

The only thing that may be holding us back is ourselves and our stuff and ofcourse the Devil.

I can almost feel them beating me up and spitting on me sometimes.

But God is a God of peace and purity. Purity so powerful it makes your heart hurt just longing for it.

But when it happens it happens ya know.

When he walked the Earth he made hearts feel warm and accepted. He was radiant and joyful, undescribable.

What is this?

Lord help me.

Is it something inside of me that i can not be who i meant to be? Or is there some menacing spirit trying to keep me in chains. Who will set me free!

I dont want to ask anyone...i just want to forget the past and move on forward. Is there something that is keeping me from doing that? I wish i knew.

To know good from evil.